I'm having blogger issues in case you are wondering why it has changed. It may change a few more times until I get it right.
Things are awesome with me, i'm so happy with my current condition and where i'm at at 4 weeks out.
My nutrition was cut back as of Saturday and it is now a very different ball game! Cardio has increased in duration and the whole comp prep business is getting freaky challanging.
I'm not sure if I said this before but am I insane for doing 3 comp preps within a year? Don't answer that because i know I am insane for doing it. I didn't plan it this way and I definately won't be doing it again, not recommended at all. It is challenging me in so many ways.
It's around this time (2 -4 weeks out) when I really feel the brunt of it all. That drained feeling you get and you think your never going to get out of, then 10 minutes later your full of energy. That feeling of "have a done enough?" or "am I doing to much?" Second guessing yourself. I think we all do it, that's why we all need someone to watch over us and let us know exactly where we are at, someone you can trust that will be honest. So glad I have someone :-)
So apart from that I think i'm going great! Checking my comparison 4 week out pictures I see some great stuff especially in the upper body area :-) Just need to hold onto my new gains and not lose them before showtime, so far so good.
My routine is almost finished, I just need a couple more poses for the ending and i'm done. It's so hard thinking of the movements but slowly it comes together.
I'm sooo looking forward to going to Sydney, it's going to be awesome. My head is in a good place and I plan on keeping it there from now on because there is just no use in anything other than being happy and positive it brings about more motivation and success in my goals and that is to get up on stage looking my very best!
Deb xxx